A brief memo to my racing heart:
I've been listening to you more. You've been louder lately about what you want. You've been beating faster.
This is probably going to be the way things are for a while. Perhaps even forever. All of this new-ness is overwhelming, but my plan is for this whirlwind of new ideas and new opportunities to continue. They are what you have been hoping for.
P.S. I'll keep listening.